This is it I am finally about to get my school stuff over with. I've haven't been this excited in such a long time. I am so ready to start my adult lif

November 5, 2009

     Wow, Tomorrow is a big day for me and I am so excited and ready to get things going! I am finally going to register for school and I am so ready.  I've been contemplating what I want to major in but I figured I better just take things a day at a time or I will run myself back to square one, and I don't want to do that. 
    

     Anyway, I am so ready for a little romance in my life because it's just boring day after day just concerning with bills, work and school.  All work and no play isn't very exciting.  I have a couple of opportunities but I'm just to shy and I get self-conscious. Well I'm just going to take things a day at a time and I'll see from there.  I guess I'll have to be patient (I've been thus far).

Thoughts

     It really is time for me to start making my dreams come true. I'm getting ready to start the enrollment process again for school and it is so time for me to focus so I can move forward and become successful.  I'm nervous about starting with school again but at the same time I am so ready.  Maybe I can finally get out of my damn box and experience and enjoy life a little more.  And maybe I can get a little romance going along the way!

SO READY

     Well I am so ready for some changes in my life... a matter of fact I've been ready it's just about time I do something about it.  I really can't wait until the new year comes around because I just know that many good things will come for me with the new year.  I've been working very hard and I think I am way overdue for something...anything.  A new romance would be nice! Ha Ha...I'm very serious though.

POEM

"FINDING MY FEET"

 BY: KYLA HARRIS

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO FIND MY FEET 

AND THEN MAYBE I WILL BECOME THE WOMEN I DESIRE TO BE.

I WILL BECOME A WOMEN WHO IS VERY SELF ACTUALIZED

WHO SEES THROUGH ALL THE LIES AND BULL SHIT OF THE WORLD AND ALL THE POINTLESS LIES.

NO MATTER WHAT PEOIPLE DO TO BRING ME DOWN.

I WILL KEEP MY HEAD UP HI

AND EVEN WHEN I'M FEELING LOW I WILL ALWAYS KEEP A SMILE INSTEAD OF A FROWN.

NO ONE SAID FINDING MY FEET WILL BE EASY.

BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS WHEN I DO THINGS WILL BE QUITE BREEZY.

SO EVEN IF I STUMBLE ALONG HERE AND THERE.

FINDING MY FEET WILL BE TOUGH BUT IT IS SOMETHING I WILL BARE.

     

"FINDING THAT MOTIVATION"

    "TRY NOT TO BECOME A WOMEN OF SUCCESS BUT A WOMEN OF VALUE."

-ALBERT EINSTEIN, REWORDED A BIT BY 

KYLA HARRIS

     Many times you have to go through rough times in or to find out what really motivates you.  I know what I want to do with myself it's just hard to find out the right track to get on to get there, at least that's what I thought at first.  I realized that I know what I want and I know how I want to get there it's just hard to find the right motivation.  I can admit that I have a big issue with me being lazy, I don't want to necessarily call it lazy it's just sometimes I just spend to much time in my head that I neglect reality.  But of course this is what happened I was doing my usual half assing (exscuse my language, ha ha) and I screwed up my money, which of course is going to set me back a bit.  I can't go to school as soon as I wanted ect.  But I took this as a lesson learned and realized that if I don't put forth that extra effort and take motivation out of bad decisions I will never get where I want and I will continue to have set backs.  Because I really have the tendinsy to think to far ahead about being successful when I have to realize that I have to get through today before I can go into tomorrow.  And right now I need to "try not to become a women of success but a women of value."

"REIVENTING ME." REALLY?

Well this blog was supposed to be about reinventing myself but I really am starting to realize I don't need to reinvent myself I need to find out who I am. Because I don't really have a clue who I am and that's why I am having such issues with figuring out how to stay out of the stupid shit I keep running into. So I'm going to rename this blog and "Finding My Feet," because sometimes I feel like I can't walk when things get rough but I have to in order to get past it.